... Yes, it's really been a while.
How are you?
I left suddenly without a note, or even giving you a reason why. And yes, there is a reason.
I made a mistake, and now I'm trying to undo it every single day.
And, honestly, it's hard. Sometimes, even breathing, is. Inhale. Exhale. I just have to teach myself that.
But, I've never been better.
Life knocked me down because I needed it.
I needed to focus on achieving my dreams, because at the rate that I was going before, they were always going to be just that --- dreams.
So, I regrouped. I left without a note. And, faced the monster that was waiting for me at the deepest and darkest corners of my head.
But, mind you, I'm not done fighting. I am still battling my inner demons.
However, I couldn't stay away any longer.
I just have to start blogging again.
Not because this time I already have life figured out, nor was able to finally correct my undoing.
I am still a work in progress.
But, I'm going back.
I am going back because of all the uncertainties that I still have, this one is what I'm most certain of ---
I am happy here.